Just another reason I'm glad I'm not you.

Barely past 5:30am. Art calls out that his clothes are wet. Go in there and he wants to be awake. No way. Told him it's too early and he started angry crying. Not feeling compassionate. Went back to bed. Told Ben I'm super irritable. Can't deal with Art right then. Hear Lewis cooing and likely gleefully touching whatever he can reach. Got more irritable. Can't tell Lewis it's too early. Told Ben I have a sore neck. Wake up every morning with this stupid sore neck. So sick of it. Lewis is making those airy, super-happy sounds in his room. Ben says it's just another reason he's glad he's not me. "Fucking sore neck and a piece of shit baby." We laughed super hard. I didn't know you could laugh like that before 6 o'clock.